Random Thoughts
Random Thoughts of 2012:
January……2012
1.) Why does it matter so much what people think or how people may react? I should be living to please myself not others. Why must it be so hard to put all that aside and become who I want to be without being afraid…
2.) If only girls didn’t fall for those assholes that honestly don’t care about them….I mean it happens time and time again to me. I sure hope one of these days I learn!
3.) Friends always see how wrong someone is for you… So true… I always want to give people the benefit of the doubt and it always comes to bite me in the ass. I always thought it was important to follow what you think is right - however, the next time when everyone thinks something is wrong.. I’m taking a step back to assess the situation before getting too deep.
4.) The best feeling in the world… meeting new people, and becoming excited about life again!
February……2012
5.) Why is it so hard to stop thinking about someone who hurt you so bad… I’m completely over him. I am. I’m not just saying that to make myself look good… I took a month break from talking to him to get myself back. I’m excited about life all over again! We were best friends. Our first day talking again, he completely lied to my face. Turns out, that he’s made one terrible decision and doesn’t know where his life is going to be. I can’t get him off my mind, I’m so upset. I don’t feel bad for him screwing up his life, but why is it so hard to let go and move on? Maybe it’s because we were best friends… maybe he’s one of those friends that just don’t stay. However, I hope he cleans his life up, for himself.
6.) SMILE - That’s all I got, something has been making me smile a lot more than normal. I love this feeling, I’m on top of the world! Hope it stays! <3
April…….2012
7.) Things are crashing down - I’ve realized I’m lucky to have a few good friends, yet my “best” friends are no where to found when I need them the most.
8.) ‘I understand how you feel’ - The sentence I hate hearing, most the time they don’t know how I feel, or what I’m going through. It’s starting to become frustrating, because people talk like they understand you, but they have no idea… I just want them to listen, instead of giving advice. THAT’S ALL. End of story.
9.) Why is it easier to give up then to fight for what you want? - Wow, I can’t even explain that.. That’s exactly how I feel, after one day of uncertainty.
10.) I just want someone to care - I didn’t realize how hard that would be to type…..End of Story.
